I am so UNAPPRECIATED
My first mistake was not writing this last night as soon as everything happened...but shit I was too tired so I crashed as soon as I got home.
Anyway let's start from the beginning of my so unpleasant evening. Two of my closest friends, CC and MP. We were planning to go to Chipotle to eat last night. MP was just moving into her apartment so she was cleaning it out. Anyway I talked to her on the phone and told her I was coming to pick her up....she then said well "we are hungry, can you bring us something to eat!" Mind you we were supposed to be going out to eat but she wanted me to bring food for her brother, his fiancee' and her family. I was like "yea sure that's fine" so she recited an order to me for KFC and asked that I stop and get a pop for everyone. Fine whatever me being the sweet considerate individual that I am I decided to do it. Well I still had to pick up CC.
Before arriving at CC's house MP called again asking to borrow CC's dish detergent......starting to get agitated.
Ok so I sat at CC's for a minute....looking at her Wedding album and noticed it was nine o'clock...so I called MP and told her KFC was closed (shit in Topeka, everything close early) So MP recited a complicated McDonald's order to me...then had the nerve to change it before we hung up the phone. Her ass was laughing as she told me too...I was beginning to become even more pissed! CC and her husband AC were sitting back listening to my frustration....then the phone rings. It's was my friend.....I had told him I would bring him a burrito from Chipotle so he could try it. Anyway he is calling to tell me he needs a drink as well......That added fuel to the fire...I was like I can't stand Black people (AC, CC's husband interjects, well what are you then? I laughed and said "brown!") What I want to know is AM I THE FUCKING DELIVERY GIRL OR SOMETHING I MEAN DANG! The phone was ringing non stop; do this, do that, I need I want....WHAT ABOUT ME?? what about what I need and want???
Sorry back to the story....CC, her kids and me get in the car and head west. I decided to go to Chipotle first since they closed early....mistake. MP calls again where you at...what u doing? You have the food yet? All these questions I quit answering the phone, I let CC get it. Anyway the night ended with MP canceling her food order and me taking a burrito to my friend, which he didn't like. All my running around went ignored and unappreciated. Instead of thank you's I got why didn't you bring this or that. I wanted this.....mind you every last one of these fuckers have cars. There were at least three cars at MP's house. I felt a cloud of stress leave when she said forget the order but with that came bitchiness....I swear people in this town are a fucking trip!!
Wait wait hold up let me tell you this...the mind blower! Your gonna be cracking up.......I don't even like Chipotle and I was gonna go eat there anyway!
Since people know I am so sweet and reliant they expect me to be available at their beaconing call. Come over, not later right now!, I want you to do this, do that......I need, I want....its like they own me but no one does. I am not legally tied to anyone at this point in my life.
I'm Free, Single, Sexy THAT'S ME (just a side note) Thank You Mya
Well anyway I am just fed up...I have had it up to here with people not appreciating me......having me in their life....my time is precious and valuable.
I am a Child of A Risen Savior and I refuse to let my life be controlled by someone who does not even appreciate my existence. That's enough venting for one evening.
Alright I am back.............Maybe I should start another blog.........I think I will!
posted by A Rare Commodity @ 8/04/2006 04:39:00 PM
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Well, you know what I think. And maybe you know how I would handle it. This is my blogging name, in case you forgot. Maybe I could put some of my random thoughts that I don't add to my "other" blogs.
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