Why do you do this to yourself!!
I just read a Facebook status of this guy I met in 2002 in "Da Boot." We met at in the High Ability program that GSU annually has. Anyway his status said something about all his facebook friends being in a frat or sorority. Him and I not included, :)That made me think about people I know. Everyone I went to high school with has at least one child. Shoot everyone I can think of does except for the few that are still in college. A few are graduating this year...not many, myself included. I am trying not to let that get me down. Here I am in of Spring 2007 when I was "suppose" to graduate according to society. You know the usual four years to complete higher education. I do not have any excuses of why I am not done; my parents did not put me out the house, make me get a job, pay rent, I did not get knocked up, I honestly do not have anything standing in my way of obtaining my degree except for my own lack of focus. I am holding myself under and its killing me.
This semester consisted of repeating some courses as all of them have since I started at WU. I never seem to make it through a class the first time. Sometimes it takes me numerous tries. I am tired of that too! I say this but I have not done anything different from semester to semester. I let things get in my way and cause me to lose my focus. Its not that the classes are difficult shit I was top of my class in high school. Problem is I do not study as I should because I never had to....I know what I need to do but I lack the jump to just do it. This is the Thursday before Finals....I have four to take. Two of those classes I am scared for. One is a repeat and I do not want to have to take it over. The second....I dunno. I just didn't study long enough for previous exams......I let social events take place of studying. I find any and everything to do to avoid studying at all cost. THAT'S A CRYING SHAME!! I know.
I see graduation like its around the corner but the street continues to get longer and longer. I know I can do this I just have to show myself and do it!!!
posted by A Rare Commodity @ 5/03/2007 05:26:00 PM
2 Comments:
You will be alright.
Yea I know...all in due time.
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