Heartbreaker
Every now and then people ask you; are you a heart breaker.Have you broken the heart of a previous lover. Hmmm. Me of course not...or so I thought.
Being a heart breaker is often seen as characteristic trait of most guys and girls. I never thought I would have to be given that title.
After reading though old bulletin posts on the infamous MYSPACE I noticed a bulletin left by an ex boyfriend of mine entitled "my firsts." Me being the curious person that I am...curious not nosy! lol...... I decided to read what he had as a response to the questions...I found my name listed twice, Shame.
I was his first prom date and the first to break his heart...what a bad combination.
Anyway that left me feeling kinda down...I don't wanna be known as a heart breaker. It's almost as bad as being a tease if you ask me.
I immediately remembered what events led up to me breaking his heart and that made me feel worse. It wasn't anything too bad. Common scenario. He loved me and I did not reciprocate the feeling. We were young...my first real boyfriend in high school. He ended up telling me three years later that he loved me and we hadn't dated since freshman year. Anyway by that time in my life I had moved on and not once had I felt the sightly feeling of love for him, Is that a bad thing? Does that make me a bad person?
Nah it happens every once and again to people everywhere. I just hope I won't be given that title again!
posted by A Rare Commodity @ 1/25/2007 08:50:00 PM
4 Comments:
Nah, it doesn't make you a bad person, just unaware. And you have already broke other people's heart, you just don't know it yet.
I am starting to establish a bad track record....how is it possible that I have broken someone else's heart?
Mine duh. and I accept full responsibility.
I will accept responsibility as well. It's partly my fault. Shame.
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