My Personal Thoughts

My Continuation of the previous post

Hey I'm back just a few days later. I am so excited I finally figured out how to edit my settings so the correct time would show up when I post new blogs!

I know I'm a nerd but anyway I just got off the phone with my favoriest (made up word) cousin in the ENTIRE UNIVERSE: Janal Shonetha!!
She was calling telling me to search for tickets to go shopping in New York before Thanksgiving, I tried to find one but no "good good" priced one came up but I am going to keep trying cuz I wanna go so bad.
I have not been since March 2004, way too long ago...............so if anyone wants to contribute to my New York Fund I accept cash, check, money orders, and all major credit cards!! LOL
H-A H-A I was serious though.

Ok ok back to topic at hand.
Wednesday evening, ok, so, I went to sleep right, Thursday morning while taking my exam I decided it was time to drop that class. I am going from 12 hours to 9. I know its truly sad but I do not understand this statistic course and it drives me insane because I took regular stats over the summer and did well. Now this stupid stats for business majors is kicking my BUTT.
Uhhh college I cannot stand it but I have to finish.

Ha this is not what my blog was suppose to be about but I promise I will get there, hold tight. Ok so I got outta class at 12:15 pm like every Tues/Thurs. I walked to the union wasted my time for an hour chit chatting and went home.
Got a meal along the way thanks FG!!

Well I am at home still sort of upset at my beau because of the evening before and its after twelve and he has not called!!
lol funny I say that because he did call.
It was like two or three, finally I thought. He asked why didn't I call him when I got outta class and why was I at home (I always go to his place after class) so he knew something was up. He asked what was wrong and after explaining my frustration he apologized because he is such a sweetheart, muah.

Alright alright here is my blog:

Weight Lost for me or others??

I have been making an honest attempt to lose weight since April of this year. I tried last year so I could be smaller for my friend's wedding but that didn't work out so well. Those pictures will not be shown!
Anyway I love my body I really do. Only thing I would change are my feet. Here lately I have been on a weight lost escapade of losing at least ten pounds.
My own opinion, I have a bomb body; all the assets that most women have to go under the needle to obtain. Me I was blessed with both, y'all know what I'm talking about. But I have a downside like we all do as human beings, my tummy is too big. Its not out there like those funny looking white girls but it could be flatter. I only wish for my soph. year of HS body again. ha

The problem is as much as I want this body I am content with my presence appearance, well am I truly? I have another weakness besides men. It's food but not just any food, bad food. Pizza and potatoes. Since I am a picky eater I eat what I like too often; my body is starting to reflect that. People I know accept me as I am but some give me criticism about the excess fat. I'm not as active as I was five years ago so my weight has settled in my mid area. I do not like it! I hate it really but I'm not really motivated to change my habits drastically. I have been doing a lot better though and no one acknowledges my hard work. I have not eaten fast food in a couple weeks, which is GREAT, because I used to eat Wendy's and McDonald's every other day religiously. All I am asking is for a little encouragement not a boot in the face. Sometimes people need a little push instead of "you should be ashamed of yourself."

What I ought of be ashamed of is letting someone say something so dishearting to me playing or not. You know what type of person I am and I would never belittle someone to their face its messes up their esteem, thank the Lord I have a momma who tells me how beautiful and gorgeous I am daily!! Could be the reason for my confidence and sometimes "concidenciness" (probably not a word, but u catch my drift) anyway I love myself first and because of health reasons I am going to lose weight plus there are some thing I would like to wear without being conscious of my figure.
Well I think I am done fussing for one day.
Please someone leave me a comment, I would like some sort of feedback!

posted by A Rare Commodity @ 10/14/2006 01:23:00 PM