No Thugs Allowed!
I'm getting older. My mind is expanding and my interest in men is becoming clear to me. When I was younger I liked the bad boys....the ones who were always getting in trouble and being sent to the principals office. Now that I have grown a little and matured a lot I've realized that I did not want to waste my time with a loser who was not doing anything with his life.One of my best friends asked me if I was still good friends with any of my ex boyfriends. My response was no because most of us ended on bad terms.
In a way things have changed, time has passed and my first two boyfriends and I are cool. I try to remain civil since what happened is in the past.
The reason I try not to remain close friends with my exes is because I do not want them to think they have a chance with me again. Once something ends it is usually for the best. No point in trying to make something work when the two people are in different worlds.
For instance let me explain the reason I am not that cool with my "first everything."
We dated in high school of course, ninth grade til twelfth just about. Most people thought we were going to be together. He was a "bad boy" and at that time I liked that. Now I think he is worthless and does not deserve anytime of my day. He alright in high school and now just the thought of him today makes me want to puke!
When he was in a relationship with this chick anytime he seen me he would not speak! We seen each other more than I would have liked since his worthless brother impregnated my friend. He really acted as if he did not know me and we were never an item (his chick already knew the deal.) Anyway now that he is single again he decided to bother me. What is really going on?
Why do guys think that crap works? Well I am here to let you know it does not work for me!
He claims he wants to take me out (he can drive now that he has a car, lol)
Even for a free meal I would not be caught dead ANYWHERE with him. So sad to say because it sounds like I am putting myself on a pedestal. But if you knew this guy then you would agree. He is no longer good enough for me and as long as that is how I feel he will never take me out anywhere!
posted by A Rare Commodity @ 6/05/2007 03:52:00 PM
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