You Bring Me Joy!
Mary J.
Blidge....one of the best female vocalist!
I am out of my slum, no longer a "bitter woman!" Not that I was but with all the things I been saying and writing the last couple days it would have been
perceived that way.
"We're back together"....we've talked it out........so now we will take it slow, one day at a time.
Christmas is just around the corner......I will be happy once it arrives, no reason just enjoy being around people during the holidays. Wish I could be home in the Metro city of DETROIT but KC will do this time around.
Merry Christmas Everyone!
Promise?!?!?
Sitting here listening to Ciara's PROMISE.
Yea I'm watching videos, ha.
Anyway...listening to her lyrics and after re-reading some old blogs left on a site I frequent I've decided to close my heart to love for a while. It seems to get me no where except hurt feelings. I'm a really emotional person. So does that make me over dramatic?
Ciara seems to be singing her heart out looking for this "special" guy. Are they really out there? Do they exist at all? I'm sure somewhere there is because there are people who are happy in their current relationship shit they've even manage to fully committ and get married. I'm sure I won't be this way all my life because I still feel like there is someone for everyone.....Mine just hasn't found me yet..........time to leave TOPEKA!
Shit I need to get off this chair and watch something different....nothing but sad love songs on the tv. Everyone is looking for that somebody................................................................... hmmm
My Weekend
Last weekend was a BLAST!!
I went to Lawrence Thursday night and got messed up...it was great! Dollar Drinks,
lol.
I went to Brother's with Tess as a unannounced
pre-birthday celebration. I danced all night....practically acted a fool. Since Tess doesn't know me well she probably thinks I'm a crazy drunk, which isn't the case. I can have a great time without alcohol huh Carlos (we sure used to work the dance floor!)
Anyway I went out again Saturday night (Tess actual celebration)
I went to Lawrence with a good friend of mine....my boyfriend at the time. I had fun then as well....didn't drink as much had to get up early in the morning and I didn't wanna be half sleep at church!
I liked going out with my man showed we were comfortable enough to be out at a bar and not be worried about other people. ( hitting on either one of us) Well I was cool with it anyway. My weekend was great...didn't end so well though.
I'm single again.
That's the life I guess.
It gets me down because I look at it like I do not know how to keep a man as if I run them off. Three months and one week?!?!?! for what?
Seems like it was a waste. In the end I really can't be all that upset at least I gained a friend. Lord knows those are hard to come by.
Well as I say always...life goes on, and so will mine!
I hope this is a great holiday season...but I know it will be because I have THE LORD on my side!!
"Lotti Gagging"
Hey, its me.
Today is Monday, December 11, 2006.....this day marks my three month anniversary (90 day probation according to my mom.)
Well I'm bored at work....felt like writing so here goes nothing. I am studying! Which is a big step for me. I absolutely hate studying...I wish I had the ability to retain four months of information for each course I take. A wish that will never come true.
I seen the most heart felt movie last night..."Eight Below," it was sad and sweet at the same time. Its based on a true story about a group of sled dogs who were left in the Antarctic and how their owner tried so hard to come back for them. Its good, check it out.
Tomorrow are my first two finals: Microeconomics and Management Information Systems hopefully all goes well! I am still looking forward to Thursday evening.........nothing planned yet but I am partying this weekend if its the last thing I do.
Side note; weight lost is still going well. I am noticing a difference. I have lost 13 pounds since my last Doctor visit, lol.
I haven't worked out in a couple weeks but I will get back to it so the rest of this fat will drop. Someway I am gonna have to get my legs back because my jeans are saggy on me. I don't like that at all!
I'll be back after the weekend is over to share my experience!
Finals Week
This is the Friday before Finals Week....my last free day until after I have completed my exams. I am looking forward to Thursday evening when it will be all over. My first year of business courses completed, Thank You Jesus!!
I am preparing for my first weekend off of school already.....road trips, late nights out, and NO HOMEWORK!!
I'm so excited. I was hoping to go home this holiday season....planning for Spring Break though....I am blowing this place in March....too bad I willl have to return, lol.
